My desire for Drawing

My passion for drawing ,..

I have always had a great desire to draw. I can’t remember how it started and when. as far as my memories help me from the time I could recognize myself and surrounding.
Nought for Design.

Nought for Life Drawing. Nought for Fashion Illustration. Nought for Individual Flair. When I asked my teacher why, she said, "Let's face it ducks, some of us have got it and some of us haven't. And you just haven't."

Any how I can strongly confess my parents have had a great role in my life and art life specifically. My Dad is a psychiatrist and my Mum is an English Professor, but she as a instinct talent for painting and my Dad love art and Music. He passed some Drama and stage course in Vienna when he was visiting Europe.

My Mum always wanted to draw and paint but she chose another major and realty of life ,well make some changes what you want.

Maybe it is gene as I can say ,but I do love both music and drawing as well.
They discovered it when I was around 10 and sent me to Music class and painting.
I had to follow the teacher structure and I was not so happy about it, later on ,I broke the wire and I expressed myself and a free artist and start discovering the art world.

Being a great, free, sophisticated fine artist is one story ad doing it for just earning some money is something totally different ,which some of us have to do to survive.

I have done painting for earning money and for feeding my internal desire and more over reach to a satisfaction which I call it freedom of talk..

I have studied fashion design at university as I have always been thinking of being a creative person and completely mind-boggling new design in fact.

I worked on fashion field for couple of years and later as life is like a river and stream takes you somewhere else, I become an English teacher which I would choose it as last chance in fact.

Now I am thinking after being a professional painter for couple of year and an amateur designer maybe it is time to g back to my field or better to say to my a veiled -desire.

My New sketches